CAN'T I JUST FORGET ALL ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD? D:
<- That icon looked nice when I had just finished it, but now I feel like it's cutting through my retina, heh. Either way, it's an Aiba icon, so I couldn't just bring myself to delete it from my user pictures. xD
I have nothing to talk about, heh. Well, I think I should have, but I don't remember anything interesting having happened to me. This has something to do with aging, right? LOL.
Today I felt a sudden urge to eat hot dog from my previous school's cafeteria. It's weird, since it's been 6 years since I left that school. xD I think I just suddenly realised I could go there anytime I wanted, as all the classmates I didn't want to encounter are now in my current school. *headdesk* Really, now I just keep trying to avoid them in the hallways (thank god they didn't end up in my class!). Ugh. Does it seem rude of me to not like them now, by the way? We were all good friends before, and they actually haven't done anything bad to me. I just feel like they've changed, and that somehow annoys me. Hypocritical, am I not? I myself have changed a lot, I bet. And I wouldn't blame them if they hated me right now.
Damn, writing that much got me in a bad mood. xD *slaps face*
Slightly changing topics, though, I'd like to meet the ones who are still in my old school. I wanted to check if they'd still talk to me, or simply ignore it if they saw me in the courtyard. I wanted to meet my old teachers, too, the woman from the lobby who was also my friend's mother, and my friend himself, if possible. (The last thing I remember having told him wasn't at all nice, hm.) And I'd like to know if any of them would recognise me right now. :U Not that my appearance has changed that much, but I don't know if they would remember my face from so long ago.
I sure do remember them, though. I just can't imagine them not being 10 year olds anymore.
*deeps breath* For someone who had no topic, I actually wrote pretty much, huh? xD
I have nothing to talk about, heh. Well, I think I should have, but I don't remember anything interesting having happened to me. This has something to do with aging, right? LOL.
Today I felt a sudden urge to eat hot dog from my previous school's cafeteria. It's weird, since it's been 6 years since I left that school. xD I think I just suddenly realised I could go there anytime I wanted, as all the classmates I didn't want to encounter are now in my current school. *headdesk* Really, now I just keep trying to avoid them in the hallways (thank god they didn't end up in my class!). Ugh. Does it seem rude of me to not like them now, by the way? We were all good friends before, and they actually haven't done anything bad to me. I just feel like they've changed, and that somehow annoys me. Hypocritical, am I not? I myself have changed a lot, I bet. And I wouldn't blame them if they hated me right now.
Damn, writing that much got me in a bad mood. xD *slaps face*
Slightly changing topics, though, I'd like to meet the ones who are still in my old school. I wanted to check if they'd still talk to me, or simply ignore it if they saw me in the courtyard. I wanted to meet my old teachers, too, the woman from the lobby who was also my friend's mother, and my friend himself, if possible. (The last thing I remember having told him wasn't at all nice, hm.) And I'd like to know if any of them would recognise me right now. :U Not that my appearance has changed that much, but I don't know if they would remember my face from so long ago.
I sure do remember them, though. I just can't imagine them not being 10 year olds anymore.
*deeps breath* For someone who had no topic, I actually wrote pretty much, huh? xD