Hmmm...
Well Annie's coming today and I'm really excited! This week has been really fun, and overly intoxicated I might add. Tuesday was really cute though. I invited a boy out to dinner with Michael and I. There was a lot of dirty humor and good laughs. Not quite sure what I think about this boy yet. He's cute and interesting, and I like his dry sense of humor, but I am not sure what he thinks, and I don't feel like either of us have reached our comfort zones with eachother enough to really get a feel for eachother's personalities. It's funny though, cuz normally I am a very open and flirty person, but I have never been in a situation where I am with someone I barely know on a date type level. I have always dated people I have known for sometime, and thats why were dating because were interested in eachothers personalities. This is a little harder though. I still don't feel like I have quite acted like myself, though he saw a good glimpse of who I am at dinner.
He sends very mixed signals to me. Our first date he was extremely forward, and before it talked to me constantly online. The forward thing took me completely offguard though I am a highly affectionate person, so I was a little reluctant, but I really enjoyed the conversations we had. After that he rarely talks to me in general..obviously not interested right? Granted I do understand that people have busy lives, and maybe it is just me being high maintenance, but I like to clearly know when someone is interested or not. A guy not being interested in me really doen't bother me, though I was hoping to be friends with him because he seems like a really good person. So I was just gonna give it one last dinner to see what I thought. Then he was sweet to me and funny, and when I dropped him off he said he was gonna visit me in an hour...so ok...he is interested.
Then he doesn't come over for over two hours (lost major points for that one) and then tells me that theres no parking, and says if I want I could visit him at his appartment. I said ok because I felt bad for him driving all the way to see me, and in truth I do like spending time with him, and went with him. I'm not sure if he was just stressed or had other things on his mind, but he really didn't seem to be all that interested in me being around. He did mention how he was entertaining the idea of switching majors and how worried he was...so I'll give him the by because of that. Also for how forward he was on our first date, he is not very affectionate anymore...which now after a few dates is the time to be. Anywho then when dropping me off he gave me a kiss and said he'd see me soon. Ok..
Since then, not much. We talk mostly when I talk to him, and thats about it. So I think its pretty much done. I'm not about to wait around for someone to have time to seem interested in me, its his move and well see what he does. I guess I am just too blunt and direct about things, I don't like games...and I don't play them. If I were desperate or seeking to have someone maybe I would deal with this kind of thing better, but I am not doing either of those. This just kinda came about so I went with it. We'll see what happens, but the sand in my hourglass is quickly running out.
But beyond the dating scene, all is extremely well. I have all my sketches completed and I feel ready to tackle next week. I have to start constructing on of my pieces next week if I want it in the fashion show. I really wanted to do one of my lingerie pieces, but thats not allowed apparently. ah well.
He sends very mixed signals to me. Our first date he was extremely forward, and before it talked to me constantly online. The forward thing took me completely offguard though I am a highly affectionate person, so I was a little reluctant, but I really enjoyed the conversations we had. After that he rarely talks to me in general..obviously not interested right? Granted I do understand that people have busy lives, and maybe it is just me being high maintenance, but I like to clearly know when someone is interested or not. A guy not being interested in me really doen't bother me, though I was hoping to be friends with him because he seems like a really good person. So I was just gonna give it one last dinner to see what I thought. Then he was sweet to me and funny, and when I dropped him off he said he was gonna visit me in an hour...so ok...he is interested.
Then he doesn't come over for over two hours (lost major points for that one) and then tells me that theres no parking, and says if I want I could visit him at his appartment. I said ok because I felt bad for him driving all the way to see me, and in truth I do like spending time with him, and went with him. I'm not sure if he was just stressed or had other things on his mind, but he really didn't seem to be all that interested in me being around. He did mention how he was entertaining the idea of switching majors and how worried he was...so I'll give him the by because of that. Also for how forward he was on our first date, he is not very affectionate anymore...which now after a few dates is the time to be. Anywho then when dropping me off he gave me a kiss and said he'd see me soon. Ok..
Since then, not much. We talk mostly when I talk to him, and thats about it. So I think its pretty much done. I'm not about to wait around for someone to have time to seem interested in me, its his move and well see what he does. I guess I am just too blunt and direct about things, I don't like games...and I don't play them. If I were desperate or seeking to have someone maybe I would deal with this kind of thing better, but I am not doing either of those. This just kinda came about so I went with it. We'll see what happens, but the sand in my hourglass is quickly running out.
But beyond the dating scene, all is extremely well. I have all my sketches completed and I feel ready to tackle next week. I have to start constructing on of my pieces next week if I want it in the fashion show. I really wanted to do one of my lingerie pieces, but thats not allowed apparently. ah well.