maybe it's my sky thats shaking
sometimes, you know, shit just happens. some of it is your own fault, some of it isn't. this time it was totally my fault. me just missing an opportunity and watching it go by until it was so far away, i couldn't even see its' shadow. which is when i realized how much i wanted what had already been and gone.
fast forward to now and me still wanting the eternally un-available, the opportunity doesn't even want to talk to me. well thats a lie. the opportunity will talk to me only if its to blame me for something. i just want to tell him that i miss being around him. and im pretty sure he'll either:
a) tell me to piss off
b) accuse me of something else
c) laugh in my face (and succeed to spit on me in the process)
whatever shall i do
EDIT!
the answer is obvious
nothing
fast forward to now and me still wanting the eternally un-available, the opportunity doesn't even want to talk to me. well thats a lie. the opportunity will talk to me only if its to blame me for something. i just want to tell him that i miss being around him. and im pretty sure he'll either:
a) tell me to piss off
b) accuse me of something else
c) laugh in my face (and succeed to spit on me in the process)
whatever shall i do
EDIT!
the answer is obvious
nothing