im so fucked up, con't

[biicslovesjuice]

i hate it when other people make you realize how clueless you are. no one else has the right to make me feel like shit about my decisions, or lack there of.
how am i supposed to sort my life out when i have no idea where to start.
it feels like

my mind wanders
i am smart
my mind wanders
i am dumb
the more i think, the less i know