Jan 30, 2006 12:34
So I officially closed the Joe and Taurra chapter today. Without any ambiguity he knows exactly how I feel. No more haunting dreams, no more upset nights...and really now that I think about it thats all it was. I needed to shut the book.
I'm so in love with David I can't stand myself.
I also came to terms with alot of other things.
-My friends are gone. I did what I did, they did what they did...it's just that simple and plain. I have people who love me.
-It's not all about who I know. I need auditions BADLY, yes, but I'm doing okay.
-I'm crazy. So are alot of other people. So what.
-I need to kill Megan. Yeah, maybe I didnt really come to terms with that.