(no subject)
I just want a small piece of happiness untainted by the bad karma I've stirred up.
This woman, at 34 years old, is the same person I was at 15. I understand that on some level I probably deserve her sinking her teeth into my new love. I know her claws have earned their place in her.
But jesus christ...
You know what it is? I want to get over the fear of someone being taken away. Of someone hiding their feelings from me. Of someone wishing that things had worked out with the other woman, but loving me just the same.
All of this is just emotional immaturity and frustration left over from the Fourth of July. But it's not invalid. It is completely warranted. I know what is happening here. Then again even if I could, what would I do to stop it?
This woman, at 34 years old, is the same person I was at 15. I understand that on some level I probably deserve her sinking her teeth into my new love. I know her claws have earned their place in her.
But jesus christ...
You know what it is? I want to get over the fear of someone being taken away. Of someone hiding their feelings from me. Of someone wishing that things had worked out with the other woman, but loving me just the same.
All of this is just emotional immaturity and frustration left over from the Fourth of July. But it's not invalid. It is completely warranted. I know what is happening here. Then again even if I could, what would I do to stop it?