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Funny how I still relate to the same stupid TV show as I did sophomore year.
You'll get along...the pain that you feel can only be healed by living.
You've got to go on living
I know...but I still cant get it out of my head that we were supposed to 'sing to the rafters of happilly afters' and such and such. Forever, you know? Not just for a year and a few sundry fucks. It hurt so much less, breaking up with him the first time. But in a healthy relationship I probabley wouldnt have to say that. Hah. Couldnt I just blame this on the disease?
I was in love with him. Now...I'm just...not. Can't be. Refuse to be anymore.
talked to sam...
You'll get along...the pain that you feel can only be healed by living.
You've got to go on living
I know...but I still cant get it out of my head that we were supposed to 'sing to the rafters of happilly afters' and such and such. Forever, you know? Not just for a year and a few sundry fucks. It hurt so much less, breaking up with him the first time. But in a healthy relationship I probabley wouldnt have to say that. Hah. Couldnt I just blame this on the disease?
I was in love with him. Now...I'm just...not. Can't be. Refuse to be anymore.
talked to sam...