I know that it comes back to me
Four in the morning, cant sleep... nothing new there. But i cant stop listening to this song, and more specifically this line from it:
"Theres something bout the way your hair falls in your face. I love the shape you take when crawling toward the pillowcase. You tell me where to go and, though i might leave to find it, ill never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it."
This song brings me back to probably the only time in the past six years when I was ever really happy, and the longer I linger on the subject, the more down I get. Not only does it remind me of just how much I miss having someone to love and being loved in return, but I think back on my life over the past several years and I realize that not only have I completely wasted that time, Iv actually become worse off as a result. 8/23/01... I will never forget that day. My heart died that night. Then... Clermont. Like they say, its better to have loved and lost. Titusville - its ironic.. how so much solitude taught me that I truely know so little. And now that Iv come full circle? Well the emotional state of mind Im in is pretty obvious I suppose. Funny. It sounds so much less complicated written down. If only you could see the words written between the lines.
I long for that time when things were so simple, and happiness was more than just a word and a memory.
"Theres something bout the way your hair falls in your face. I love the shape you take when crawling toward the pillowcase. You tell me where to go and, though i might leave to find it, ill never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it."
This song brings me back to probably the only time in the past six years when I was ever really happy, and the longer I linger on the subject, the more down I get. Not only does it remind me of just how much I miss having someone to love and being loved in return, but I think back on my life over the past several years and I realize that not only have I completely wasted that time, Iv actually become worse off as a result. 8/23/01... I will never forget that day. My heart died that night. Then... Clermont. Like they say, its better to have loved and lost. Titusville - its ironic.. how so much solitude taught me that I truely know so little. And now that Iv come full circle? Well the emotional state of mind Im in is pretty obvious I suppose. Funny. It sounds so much less complicated written down. If only you could see the words written between the lines.
I long for that time when things were so simple, and happiness was more than just a word and a memory.