Dec 31, 2005 01:34
So much has happened in such a very little amount of time that I'm not quite sure where to begin. For starters, Im (un)officially a highschool graduate and as of a week from Monday, I will be starting at UCF as a Business major. Iv also moved out of my fathers house and into my grandpa's apartment in Altamonte, which has been a very good experience thus far... here Im treated like another adult and not a child which needs to be controlled. Finally.. I got a job at Roadhouse Grill as a dishwasher/salad guy. Everything is pretty snazzy so far. Except for one little thing.......
Im sitting here listening to Death Cab's Transatlanticism (which always tends to get me into one of those deep, meaning of life, what does it all mean kind of moods) and Im realizing that Iv been feeling so lonely for so long. Not the (emo)tional "I need a girlfriend" lonely, but its just been so long since Iv had someone to really talk to about whatever. Anyway... Iv forgotten the real purpose of this entry in the process of writing it, so Ill cut it short. I guess what Im trying to say is I miss having someone I can truly talk to.
Oh well.. things can't always be bad.
Like one of the greatest inspirations in my life once told me:
"I just try to live my life from one happy moment to the next."
.... Im just waiting for my next happy moment.