Where do I even start
This past week has, I have to say been the worst week and the scaryest week of my life. My dad went into the hospital and my mom was out of town and could not get home. I was all alone very alone. It was so scary because I kept thinking how will I be able to live my life without him. Im to young to have to deal with the loss of a parent but I really still am not sure what is going to happen. All I know is that we need prayer as much as we can get of it because the world would not be the same without Big Ed. I know that he means a lot to a lot of people but hes my dad and I really dont know that I would be able to handle it if anything happened to him. Anyways they found that his kidneys are not working right and he has to go on a diet to see if he needs a transplant or if they will start working again. So I really dont know whats going to happen he got to come home yesterday and that made me feel better but I still dont think he is out of the dark and he still dont look like my daddy hes different hes scard I think hes not even sure whats going to happene to him but I know that God wants more for my family I PRAY ITS ALL GOING TO BE OK!
Dear God,
PLease dont take my dad anytime soon I need him in my life I need to be able to make him proud of the women I have become and I need time to do that. I need him to see me get my teaching degree and be at peace that I made something of myslef. I need a man to aske him for my had in marriage and get his approval. I need him to walk me down the isle and give me away on my big day. I have to have him in the room when I give birth to my children because we all know that my mom wont be there lol. So if you could spare him for like oh I dont know about 20 years or so yeah I might be ready then that would be great. Ill do whatever it takes to lat him stay here. I know that you want me to give him a kidney I feel you telling me that is what I need to do and Ill do it Ill overcome all my fears and Ill do it just so I can have him for a little lond PLEASE DONT TAKE HIM YET!
Love always,
Amie M Vernier
Mine and my daddys song it means a lot to me
Butterfly Kisses
There’s two things I know for sure,
She was sent here from heaven,
And she’s daddy’s little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to jesus and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
But most of all, for...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
Walk beside the pony daddy,
Its my first ride.
I know the cake looks funny,
Daddy, but I sure tried.
Oh, with all that I’ve done wrong,
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning
And butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet sixteen today,
She’s looking like her momma
A little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup,
From ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great
Big world. but I remember...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
You know how much I love you daddy,
But if you don’t mind,
I’m only going to kiss you on
The cheek this time.
With all that I’ve done wrong,
I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
She’ll change her name today.
She’ll make a promise,
And I’ll give her away.
Standing in the bride room
Just staring at her,
She asked me what I’m thinking,
And I said I’m not sure,
I just feel like l’m losing my baby girl.
Then she leaned over...and gave me...
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy, it’s just about time
Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?
Daddy don’t cry
With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have
Done something right
To deserve her love every morning
And butterfly kisses
I couldn’t ask God for more, man, this is
What love is
I know I’ve gotta let her go, but I’ll always remember
Every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses...
Dear God,
PLease dont take my dad anytime soon I need him in my life I need to be able to make him proud of the women I have become and I need time to do that. I need him to see me get my teaching degree and be at peace that I made something of myslef. I need a man to aske him for my had in marriage and get his approval. I need him to walk me down the isle and give me away on my big day. I have to have him in the room when I give birth to my children because we all know that my mom wont be there lol. So if you could spare him for like oh I dont know about 20 years or so yeah I might be ready then that would be great. Ill do whatever it takes to lat him stay here. I know that you want me to give him a kidney I feel you telling me that is what I need to do and Ill do it Ill overcome all my fears and Ill do it just so I can have him for a little lond PLEASE DONT TAKE HIM YET!
Love always,
Amie M Vernier
Mine and my daddys song it means a lot to me
Butterfly Kisses
There’s two things I know for sure,
She was sent here from heaven,
And she’s daddy’s little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to jesus and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
But most of all, for...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
Walk beside the pony daddy,
Its my first ride.
I know the cake looks funny,
Daddy, but I sure tried.
Oh, with all that I’ve done wrong,
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning
And butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet sixteen today,
She’s looking like her momma
A little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup,
From ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great
Big world. but I remember...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
You know how much I love you daddy,
But if you don’t mind,
I’m only going to kiss you on
The cheek this time.
With all that I’ve done wrong,
I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
She’ll change her name today.
She’ll make a promise,
And I’ll give her away.
Standing in the bride room
Just staring at her,
She asked me what I’m thinking,
And I said I’m not sure,
I just feel like l’m losing my baby girl.
Then she leaned over...and gave me...
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy, it’s just about time
Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?
Daddy don’t cry
With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have
Done something right
To deserve her love every morning
And butterfly kisses
I couldn’t ask God for more, man, this is
What love is
I know I’ve gotta let her go, but I’ll always remember
Every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses...