Thing get clearer but do they!

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Well this weekend was a lot of fun as is every weekend when your wated no pain when your drinking you dont even have to think about what is really going on in your life. Went to Western to see Christina on Saturday and that was a lot of fun but I feel like Im running but from what I really dont know. I wish someone could tell me how my life is all going to turn out but no one can because no one knows and thats the part about life that sucks and is awesome all at the same time if that can be possiable. I really dont know what can be possiable anymore. LIfe can throw some crazy turns and you never really know when there coming or what is going to happen but if you have faith you go with it and you wait to see what is planed for your life if thats possiable but things are more crazy now then I thought they ever could get. I dont know what is to come next and im scard and excited all at the same time. The unknown is crazy and it makes people wonder and think more then they really should. LIke is there the Right guy out there for me or did I already pass him by or was I to stupid to even know that he was right in front of my fucking face. I guess thats the game of it all the game that we called life. So Im faced with the choice to just live it and give it all I have. Take the good with the bad and see what comes from it. Its all a game its all a risk and its what you do with it that makes you who you are. Im going to be strong and see what becomes of my life maybe good or maybe bad whatever life throws at me Im going to deal with it head on and take it day by day and hope that all goes well!

Ill leave you with something that everyone should think about!

"The hardest thing in life, is letting go of what you thought was real."

Amie