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I'm sick. Sick physically and mentally. I'm tired. Tired physically and mentally.
I don't know how much more I can take. Family, money, school, drama(real/play). I'm just sick and tired of it all. I don't even know where to begin with trying to fix things or help with it. I feel like all I can do is get in the way with the money situation, and family. I've been slacking at school really bad lately, and this last six weeks is the one that really matters because it determines our final GPA and ranking. I'm going to be so upset if I'm not in the top ten percent still. It doesn't really matter if I am or not for school issues, but for my own self it is more important. I know what I am capable of, I know that I could have done better in school, but instead I had to get involved in every damn ex. activity possible. Drama is almost over thank god. Thursday is public performance, I think we'll do alright, not promising too much to anyone though.
Adam and I are doing great. He's probably the best guy in the world. He wants to do so much for me, but I wont let him. I wont let him help me, and it "upsets" him I think. I'm not too sure on that anymore. But I do know that during the summer break before I start SFA I'm going to be moving down there and living with him. I can't, I love seeing him and being around him. I can't wait to leave this hell hole and go away, even if it is down the damn road, it's better that Trinity, TexASS.
I'm so sick...of the world.
Why can't people just accept things. Instead they have to blow everything out of proportion and get all hyped up about anything new that they come in contact with, whether it be inquisitive or just plain ignorance. This place is full of them, and I'm frankly tired of them. I think I should create a large bubble for the ignorant jack asses of the world, and make it so strong that anything that happens to them can't seek out and destroy anything else. Maybe I would put a nuke in there with them and watch them die. That would be grand. Bitches...
"Sickening minds discriminating against never knowing what they do. Storm of poison stunning you when bitter sweet death comes, after shooting me down with words."
~~Samuel
I think that my little quote/poem thingy suits this hole entry. I wrote that last year for english when we had to make a poem book and write our own and find others. I wrote it about ignorance, stupidity, words, and pain.
I'm going to clean myself, wash clothes, talk to Adam, eat, sleep, and wake up at 5:30 am to go to the damn high school for fecking tennis. Gah
Samuel Davis
I don't know how much more I can take. Family, money, school, drama(real/play). I'm just sick and tired of it all. I don't even know where to begin with trying to fix things or help with it. I feel like all I can do is get in the way with the money situation, and family. I've been slacking at school really bad lately, and this last six weeks is the one that really matters because it determines our final GPA and ranking. I'm going to be so upset if I'm not in the top ten percent still. It doesn't really matter if I am or not for school issues, but for my own self it is more important. I know what I am capable of, I know that I could have done better in school, but instead I had to get involved in every damn ex. activity possible. Drama is almost over thank god. Thursday is public performance, I think we'll do alright, not promising too much to anyone though.
Adam and I are doing great. He's probably the best guy in the world. He wants to do so much for me, but I wont let him. I wont let him help me, and it "upsets" him I think. I'm not too sure on that anymore. But I do know that during the summer break before I start SFA I'm going to be moving down there and living with him. I can't, I love seeing him and being around him. I can't wait to leave this hell hole and go away, even if it is down the damn road, it's better that Trinity, TexASS.
I'm so sick...of the world.
Why can't people just accept things. Instead they have to blow everything out of proportion and get all hyped up about anything new that they come in contact with, whether it be inquisitive or just plain ignorance. This place is full of them, and I'm frankly tired of them. I think I should create a large bubble for the ignorant jack asses of the world, and make it so strong that anything that happens to them can't seek out and destroy anything else. Maybe I would put a nuke in there with them and watch them die. That would be grand. Bitches...
"Sickening minds discriminating against never knowing what they do. Storm of poison stunning you when bitter sweet death comes, after shooting me down with words."
~~Samuel
I think that my little quote/poem thingy suits this hole entry. I wrote that last year for english when we had to make a poem book and write our own and find others. I wrote it about ignorance, stupidity, words, and pain.
I'm going to clean myself, wash clothes, talk to Adam, eat, sleep, and wake up at 5:30 am to go to the damn high school for fecking tennis. Gah
Samuel Davis