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I feel really sick now and I don't know why. Ugh I hate being skinny, it makes me so mad and I think that that's half my problem. I wish that I could gain weight and be normal and not look annorexic. Hmmph that's not even how you spell it I don't think. Gawd I'm so stupid.
I've been having probably the best days of my life lately this past week and a half. Everything is changing for me, school, life, everything in general. I'm just happy right now even though I feel like a big pile of poo!
I went to the Woodlands today with Rye and had an ok time up there I guess. Didn't really do much except talk about people that passed us with MESSED up hair. I'm awful I need to quit talking about people, but that's what makes me the person I am, and if you don't like you don't have to be around me then. How about that?
I think I'm doing horrible in English class. I haven't really being putting any effort towards anything, and I don't care at all. I have the biggest case of senioritis this year, is that so bad? I don't think it is. I am keeping up my grades and hoping to god and praying that by the end of this year I still have my good GPA and my spot in my class, hopefully moved up a little, and get a lot of scholarships to go to school on. If I don't get any scholarships I'm so screwed and might as well just go work for a living trying to pay off loans for the rest of my life. I need a job first to do that, to even take out a loan I have to be 18. And that's not going to happen until June. Gag...it really sucks this year too. I turn 18 on a damn SUNDAY! pooh...I was going to go out and get my first tatoo with Ryan. We were going to get the same one around our belly button, a black sun shooting flames. Since we're flamers and all haha.
Oh well...I'm going to get off of here and do some other stuff before I go to bed. I took the best bath earlier, haven't taken a REAL bath in god knows how long. I forgot what I was missing by taking all the showers I take everyday. Damn, where have I been...yummy
Samuel
I've been having probably the best days of my life lately this past week and a half. Everything is changing for me, school, life, everything in general. I'm just happy right now even though I feel like a big pile of poo!
I went to the Woodlands today with Rye and had an ok time up there I guess. Didn't really do much except talk about people that passed us with MESSED up hair. I'm awful I need to quit talking about people, but that's what makes me the person I am, and if you don't like you don't have to be around me then. How about that?
I think I'm doing horrible in English class. I haven't really being putting any effort towards anything, and I don't care at all. I have the biggest case of senioritis this year, is that so bad? I don't think it is. I am keeping up my grades and hoping to god and praying that by the end of this year I still have my good GPA and my spot in my class, hopefully moved up a little, and get a lot of scholarships to go to school on. If I don't get any scholarships I'm so screwed and might as well just go work for a living trying to pay off loans for the rest of my life. I need a job first to do that, to even take out a loan I have to be 18. And that's not going to happen until June. Gag...it really sucks this year too. I turn 18 on a damn SUNDAY! pooh...I was going to go out and get my first tatoo with Ryan. We were going to get the same one around our belly button, a black sun shooting flames. Since we're flamers and all haha.
Oh well...I'm going to get off of here and do some other stuff before I go to bed. I took the best bath earlier, haven't taken a REAL bath in god knows how long. I forgot what I was missing by taking all the showers I take everyday. Damn, where have I been...yummy
Samuel