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I Love Justin.
Justin
Me
Me
Me and Tyna
Happy Thanksgiving to All.
Here are my thanks
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TO HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS.
Christina, Hayhay, Becca, Amber,Shawn, Justin, Brandon
To have a family that I think loves me sometimes
To have a wonderful sister
A car that even though its not working right now, at least its a car
A Job
And the fact that I love myself enough now to love someone else :)
And that my friend is the best feeling in the world.
Well im sposed to hang out with Brandon tonight so ima go take myself a shower!!! Hopefully justin will call me when he gets off work!
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My mother took away my phone. You must call my House from now on 988-4182
Sorry. Im going to have my father buy me a phone seeing as my mother is listening to Captain asshole. I cant believe that Kenny would say such horrid things to me like how I fuck up everyday and he doesnt want to listen to anything I say and just wants me on a bus back to Florida. GAH I hate him. Thats why im never home. I cant stand to be around his ass. Little bitch :)
Justin got his cast off yesterday he was so spiffy without it on :) teehee and he gives great hugs with 2 arms hehe
Gosh I love him. He is so amazing. So is Becca and Shawn I really do love them all. Shawms coming over at 6 to fix my car so hopefully I will be able to drive to Beccas house tonight <3
Tata for now
Call the house if you need me 865-988-4182
P.s I failed again. I did it. I fucking did it. No one will ever know where though. hahahah FUCK YOU ALL who knew I would fail. I tried so hard I tried extremlly hard. I was doing so well. Sooooo fucking well.
I had stopped for such along time. I didnt give up on myself, until everyone else did. All this Drama with Tasha, all the lies all the hatred all the bullshit, Katies bullshit, my parents bullshit is just driving me absolutely BONKERS True Friends huh? Yea TRUE fucking friends. Well I cant say much for Tasha cause I stopped our friendship myself and the only reason why I made that picture that way was cause Justin told me too plus tasha was talking shit so I mean I got fucking angry. but Katie, katie is a lame excuse for a friend. A USER. She reminds me of an OLD me. A Fucked up crazy little girl. an attention wanter. I love the girl to death I really do but she failed me. She showed me her true colors. I tried to help her will Becca more than anything else. I tried so hard to make her like me and nothing I did mattered to her cause well she just didnt ever give to shits about me. So I give up on her. Im not going to beg her to be my friend. she tells me shes jealous of me because she thinks me and becca are a thing. HUNNY becca is my best friend MY TRUE FUCKING FRIEND. and I do love her yes. But not like that. As Tasha says im "obsessed" with Justin. So everyone should just get over themselves. Anyway theres been to much DRAmA and bullshit to go around so I know longer trust anyone but Becca Shawn and Justin and Amber! Im no longer going to go around in school and be little ole happy me. No not going to happen. Im going back to my I HATE EVERYONE IM NOT TALKING TO YOU UNLESS YOUR A SELECT FEW. Maybe someday when people earn they're trust back I may come out of my shell again. But this was the last straw I was hurt to badthis time by someone I used to trust with my life. The lies the hate that she inflicted upon me cut like a knife. I thought I was going to loose someone so dear to my heart because of lies and hate. Luckily I did not.
I Love you justin
I Love you Becca
I Love you Shawn
I Love you Amber