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Today was kind of uneventful.
Good things began to happen, but didn't seem to run their course.
I got the chance to share the Lord with one of my friends.
He seemed to accept it, and it seemed as if it really hit him.
I felt God was working in his heart, as I had asked God to give me the right words to say to him the night before.
He seemed like he really wanted to go with me to church tonight, but then when I called him, he said something about how he didn't want to endure it.
I don't know.
It's disappointing, but I'm sure God will work in his heart if it's meant to be.
After work this afternoon, I backed into some girl's jeep a the gas station.
I messed up my rear fender pretty bad.
I thank the Lord that she didn't care since there was only paint on her bumper.
But I spent a few hours messing around with the dents and frame, and eventually got it looking back to normal minus the paint.
I kind of messed my back up, too, while working on the car.
I thank God for saving me today though, and allowing me the knowledge on how to pop the frame bends out.
At church tonight there was some other band I've never heard of playing.
I probably wouldn't listen to them out of church, but they play pretty good worship music.
I actually wanted to sing, and did.
It was pretty cool.
Went around with st and megan muh-loke after trying to find an open park.
We failed.
It was semi fun though.
I've been really worried, or having battles in my mind about that purity seminar a couple weeks ago.
The thing about "anything that causes arousal of the flesh".
That bothered me.
It seems so strict, and further out there than anything I ever knew.
That's going to be real hard to follow, and I know I won't be able to without the Lord's help.
I still debate in my mind whether or not it's even correct.
I'm just so used to thinking that not having sex is all it consists of.
So
rough.
gdfcb
Even though I've been following the Lord closer and gaining more ground with him, I still feel drained a lot of the time.
I get overwhelmed by feelings of void and just stare a lot.
It's kind of
stupid.
I just have to keep praying, and asking him what that's all about, and maybe he'll take it away from me.
of course, life is never all bad.
I'm in E1 in school now, and learning basic electricity, wiring diagrams, etcedfgv.
but
no time for anything else.
rregfchg
so tired.
Good things began to happen, but didn't seem to run their course.
I got the chance to share the Lord with one of my friends.
He seemed to accept it, and it seemed as if it really hit him.
I felt God was working in his heart, as I had asked God to give me the right words to say to him the night before.
He seemed like he really wanted to go with me to church tonight, but then when I called him, he said something about how he didn't want to endure it.
I don't know.
It's disappointing, but I'm sure God will work in his heart if it's meant to be.
After work this afternoon, I backed into some girl's jeep a the gas station.
I messed up my rear fender pretty bad.
I thank the Lord that she didn't care since there was only paint on her bumper.
But I spent a few hours messing around with the dents and frame, and eventually got it looking back to normal minus the paint.
I kind of messed my back up, too, while working on the car.
I thank God for saving me today though, and allowing me the knowledge on how to pop the frame bends out.
At church tonight there was some other band I've never heard of playing.
I probably wouldn't listen to them out of church, but they play pretty good worship music.
I actually wanted to sing, and did.
It was pretty cool.
Went around with st and megan muh-loke after trying to find an open park.
We failed.
It was semi fun though.
I've been really worried, or having battles in my mind about that purity seminar a couple weeks ago.
The thing about "anything that causes arousal of the flesh".
That bothered me.
It seems so strict, and further out there than anything I ever knew.
That's going to be real hard to follow, and I know I won't be able to without the Lord's help.
I still debate in my mind whether or not it's even correct.
I'm just so used to thinking that not having sex is all it consists of.
So
rough.
gdfcb
Even though I've been following the Lord closer and gaining more ground with him, I still feel drained a lot of the time.
I get overwhelmed by feelings of void and just stare a lot.
It's kind of
stupid.
I just have to keep praying, and asking him what that's all about, and maybe he'll take it away from me.
of course, life is never all bad.
I'm in E1 in school now, and learning basic electricity, wiring diagrams, etcedfgv.
but
no time for anything else.
rregfchg
so tired.