The gay little public interest story they always have at the end of the news
Have you ever watched someone die slowly of cancer. Have you watched them fight - determined to beat it. Have you watched that fight begin to wane. Have you seen the point where they finally submit. Theyre going to die.
I cant be bothered with that bullshit. Someday be it in 3 months or 13 years Im going to die a slow horroible nasty death. I know that. Ive seen people die of cancer and of aids. neither is pleasant.
What i hate is not knowing. I dont know when its gonna happen. I dont know when im gonna get struck down. Ive allready been struck down by my own arseholery. I cant believe what a total twat i am. Maybe the young really do think theyre immortal.
Still when all tjhat is said and done its the getting sick part that scares the shit out of me.
I dont want to get sick. Yet its as enevitable as the sun rising every morning for the rest of time.
I wonder if they have cannabis in the afterlife - im sure gonna miss that.
I cant be bothered with that bullshit. Someday be it in 3 months or 13 years Im going to die a slow horroible nasty death. I know that. Ive seen people die of cancer and of aids. neither is pleasant.
What i hate is not knowing. I dont know when its gonna happen. I dont know when im gonna get struck down. Ive allready been struck down by my own arseholery. I cant believe what a total twat i am. Maybe the young really do think theyre immortal.
Still when all tjhat is said and done its the getting sick part that scares the shit out of me.
I dont want to get sick. Yet its as enevitable as the sun rising every morning for the rest of time.
I wonder if they have cannabis in the afterlife - im sure gonna miss that.