Jun 14, 2004 21:20
hey people, hows it going for ya.. hmm well for me its alright.
saturday i hung out with Ben, jaworski, solo, nikki, and taylor at the mall. it was kinda gay. then we went back to Bens house where there was no power.
HOLY SHIT...dont u feel really stupid when u tell someone how u feel about them and then they just find a nice way to say HEll no...lol i kno they still wanna be friends with u but its like a HUGE slap in the face. I really dont get whats wrong with me... i think i just become a best friend with chicks , instead of goin for the relationship.. or yall jsut completely do not like me but oh well....im just confused about chicks lol...but i do respect yall lol..but yea...i really want someone.
today i just chilled out the house then went to weight training...i havent been to it in a while and when i got there i could tell i would be sore the next day. plus all the running we had to do. i thought i was gonna pass out.. it was to much for me :( lol.well now im just chillin at my house cause im grounded...
HEY EVERYONE KNOW THAT ITS MY BIRTHDAY THURSDAY THE 17TH I WOULD GREATLY APPRICIATE IT IF U WOULD REMEMER ME LOL..IM TURNING BIG ONE/SEVEN lol I MEAN BIG ONE/FIVE lol...BUT YEA THATS MY ONLY DAY OFF GROUNDING SO IF U WANNA DO SOMETHING LET ME KNOW...
but i guess im done talkin for tongiht....sorry its long... but hey its a journal...express ur feeling right lol ;)...well ill ttyl,
-Love, TANMAN