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For some reason i have been avoiding this live journal thing for a while. there has been so much bad things happening to everyone in such a short period of time. 2 weeks ago i heard about a girl comiting suicide right along with my uncle dying. i wasnt really bothered by these but sad. but then Ammon had to go. i Never thought that i would ever lose a friend, and never thought i would lose Ammon. but really the reason i have been avoiding righting in this livejournal stuff is because if i express how i feel about ammon, maybe it will cause me to forget him faster because it would cause me to get him off my mind.but he is my friend and i love him. things will get better and i relize now that there is no way to forget Ammon....because Ammon is ammon and how do u forget a guy like Ammon. lol...tomorrow im going to his funeral to pay my last respects to him with Paxton. for some reason i think its goin to be just as emotional as it was saturday night. but then again the feeling that Ammon is watching us and lookin down on us puts me in a better mood....i hope to see some of you there, and call me if u need to talk. I love my friends i appriciate everything yall do for me, and i hope everything gets better for everyone.
-Ur Man Tan
-Ur Man Tan