just thinking
Been thinking most of the day. Mel got here early in the afternoon. ooh I wish you could be here too. (stop whining nic, stop sulking) Been kinda down most of the day. I know why, I haven't been a very good student because of it too. Just been kinda blah. The weather was so nice this week and I felt blah.. But I did enjoy it. Even took a little car ride out to marion...I would have gone to Champaign if you were here. you know just for the day...note: But Sorry mel you're not enough, you know with the gas price being high again...kinda sucks the wallet.
wish I could hear the right words that would help this time go bye faster and better (for me). but Nothing hits on the mark. friends try and help Parents even try and help by calling. *sigh. I'll get out of it eventually I always do. just gotta take time. School will still be there and well Time will still move on. Friends will still care. The other day I even went over to the ceramic studio and made something on a whim...it was fun. I still think I've lost some of 'it' but then again, it's differnt right now it's for me not for some class. It's for the love of it, and not because 'I Have to do it.' Their is some theraputic comfort in that.
Sin city was cool, Movie that Craigster, Rick (gossip QUeen), john (hamlet), Chris (shorty), Mel (YAG) all went to go see...very cool film---tography, stuff...with the way they did that whole thing with the colors and the stuff...(it's all technical can't you tell?)
Os well Maybe I'll play some computer games until I pass out. Fun fun...
wish I could hear the right words that would help this time go bye faster and better (for me). but Nothing hits on the mark. friends try and help Parents even try and help by calling. *sigh. I'll get out of it eventually I always do. just gotta take time. School will still be there and well Time will still move on. Friends will still care. The other day I even went over to the ceramic studio and made something on a whim...it was fun. I still think I've lost some of 'it' but then again, it's differnt right now it's for me not for some class. It's for the love of it, and not because 'I Have to do it.' Their is some theraputic comfort in that.
Sin city was cool, Movie that Craigster, Rick (gossip QUeen), john (hamlet), Chris (shorty), Mel (YAG) all went to go see...very cool film---tography, stuff...with the way they did that whole thing with the colors and the stuff...(it's all technical can't you tell?)
Os well Maybe I'll play some computer games until I pass out. Fun fun...