Jul 12, 2005 18:27
my summer is here in the united states of america is now comming to a close.. Im leaving for germany on THURSDAY!! Tomarrow my neice is comming down because shes comming to germany too. Its going to feel REAL GOOD having some family around.. Ive been feeling really depressed lately since my mom ran off to germany and left me to deal with all this shit.. so tomarrow will be our day and we're going to run around SD. Jeanette and Kendall are taking me to the airport considering she is the only person that actaully offered and I love her more than life itself.. plus kendall is her shadow so it only makes sense.. you know?
So I have ALL my classes in order for Grossmont!! Im putting the emphasis in all since Im only taking English and German.. thats already a full load and for the first semester Im not going to over do it you know?? German is already 5 units which is more than a regular english class... crazy. But nina is going to be in my english class... RIGHT ON HOMES!!! im ready to get this started and never look back at highschool except for all the funny memories I had chasing around lil 9th graders with Nina..
but on other news.. Im drained. Im so tired and emotionally broken down that whenever I think about my dad or my life without him, its waterworks on max. so thankfully I can go to be in my paradise with my mom and grandparents in a few days and I can RELAX!!! and drink it up... lol!!
I love you guys.. peace