Sep 24, 2004 22:55
hm okay on tuesday i deff talked to fast about being all happy and stuff because the rest of my week sucked a lot. sometimes i just cant deal with all the stress and stuff..and it sucks even more that i feel like im going through this year alone. i dont even think i have a best friend anymore. =( i dont know what i did. but i really am afraid of whats gonna happen. so all today i was all depressed and yeahh not goood. work sucked A LOT. and i didnt wana be there.
well on a better note field hockey is going a lot better. i like it a lot more now that i actually made friends on the team like amanda and lisa and lindsay. yeahh there cool kidss.
soo when i got home from work i watched the vidio from my sweet sixteen and it put me in a better mood. that was an amazing day and i wish everyday was like that. well anyways im working all weekend..like non stop. so dont expect an update. <333333