Dec 21, 2003 15:13
They can make you so angry where all you want to do is yell at them, all the while your lip is quivering and you could start crying in point two seconds. It drives me crazy!!!!
M and I fight about once every two weeks, it always ends up with him thinking I'm blowing everything out of portion and me crying, followed by the fact the I'm getting angry that he doesn't care that I'm crying. This is when the fears of whether moving in with him was a good idea. I wonder if we could survive me moving out, not that I want to but I always wonder if it is going to come to that. However, moving back in with my folks doesn't sound particularly fun either.
So we just fought and I can't decide if I want to stay here and wait for him to get back from shopping or if I want to go and see my dog so that he is by himself. I hate playing games but I always feel like I'm the one giving in.