An update that is long past due...
I never update my journal, I read those of others all the time and think its neat how I get to hear about their lives, yet never feel I have anything interesting to say so I just don't bother. Today however, I called in sick and so I think I'll spend time doing things I never do. Sometimes I am so amazed by how much my life has changed in such a small amount of time, but I guess it only takes a moment to turn things around. Right now I am so head over heels in love I find myself to be ridiculous. Since I was the one who always thought everyone else was when they lost their mind to love, I can't help but think I am too, except then I realise that I'm in love up to my eyeballs and I just don't care. M and i are going to move in together next month! It should be an experience, he is more of a clean freak than I am so I'm thankful that I don't have to worry about that.
I've been going to the gym at least three times a week, it's not too much but it's better than nothing. I've been questioning what I am going to do for a living for a long time now, and I think I am going to do the pdp for elementary ed. I realise now that there is no way I want to do shift work when I have kids, and that I will want to be there for them as they grow up....Once again I find myself hilarious because I never thought I was going to get married or have kids and look at me, I'm mapping my life out for them!!!
The girls are out and living it up in van, they seem to be doing well, other than a few heart pains, but they will get over them eventually, they are just that strong. P got engaged a couple weeks ago, it's so exciting and S is going to be her maid of honor, which mean I will be either Ts of Ss maid of honor. She is going to be married next september...so exciting!!! I can't wait I just know she will be a little princess. Another girlfriend is a bit dissapointing she has made it very clear in the past that we were a low priority, but as of late we are no priority at all. life is really to short to worry about these things so I don't hold a grudge or get angry, just some dissapointment.
Today I think I am going to cut my dogs hair, shave my legs, fix my nails, give myself a facial and enjoy my day off.
I've been going to the gym at least three times a week, it's not too much but it's better than nothing. I've been questioning what I am going to do for a living for a long time now, and I think I am going to do the pdp for elementary ed. I realise now that there is no way I want to do shift work when I have kids, and that I will want to be there for them as they grow up....Once again I find myself hilarious because I never thought I was going to get married or have kids and look at me, I'm mapping my life out for them!!!
The girls are out and living it up in van, they seem to be doing well, other than a few heart pains, but they will get over them eventually, they are just that strong. P got engaged a couple weeks ago, it's so exciting and S is going to be her maid of honor, which mean I will be either Ts of Ss maid of honor. She is going to be married next september...so exciting!!! I can't wait I just know she will be a little princess. Another girlfriend is a bit dissapointing she has made it very clear in the past that we were a low priority, but as of late we are no priority at all. life is really to short to worry about these things so I don't hold a grudge or get angry, just some dissapointment.
Today I think I am going to cut my dogs hair, shave my legs, fix my nails, give myself a facial and enjoy my day off.