It has been a while, don't know why?
I got such a good deal at ikea, I got my nightstand for fifty bucks, I was stoked.
My hottie comes home tonight...I wonder if I'll end up seeing him at all, my friend told me he didn't think it was a good idea, like everyone is going to break my heart or something...oh i just don't know anymore.
new years was okay, I yelled at AM a lot which I probably shouldn't have but he pissed me off, as if he can act like he is better than me! I don't think so!
My new years resolutions were to train oli to be normal, to look into nursing programs, to live healthy (no yo yoing), and not to let boys affect my mood so damn much. I should be able to do it I think. Fuck em' is what I say.
I got my ear pierced again the other day...it is a bar bell in the center of my ear, I think it looks pretty cool, but I definetly am going to want to put a hoop in once I can. Now that my ears have no where else to make holes, I wonder if I'm going to keep going on to other places...I also wonder why I feel like doing it so much lately. Is it that i like the pain? Do I like changing the way I look without having to do the usual cut off all the hair and cry about it later? Do I like the idea of permanently marking my body?? partly I think especially since I want my tatoo to be made way bigger along my lower back. Maybe I like that this doesn't normally suit me, I'm not the type you would expect to have a big ass tatoo along my back...hmm.
My hottie comes home tonight...I wonder if I'll end up seeing him at all, my friend told me he didn't think it was a good idea, like everyone is going to break my heart or something...oh i just don't know anymore.
new years was okay, I yelled at AM a lot which I probably shouldn't have but he pissed me off, as if he can act like he is better than me! I don't think so!
My new years resolutions were to train oli to be normal, to look into nursing programs, to live healthy (no yo yoing), and not to let boys affect my mood so damn much. I should be able to do it I think. Fuck em' is what I say.
I got my ear pierced again the other day...it is a bar bell in the center of my ear, I think it looks pretty cool, but I definetly am going to want to put a hoop in once I can. Now that my ears have no where else to make holes, I wonder if I'm going to keep going on to other places...I also wonder why I feel like doing it so much lately. Is it that i like the pain? Do I like changing the way I look without having to do the usual cut off all the hair and cry about it later? Do I like the idea of permanently marking my body?? partly I think especially since I want my tatoo to be made way bigger along my lower back. Maybe I like that this doesn't normally suit me, I'm not the type you would expect to have a big ass tatoo along my back...hmm.