trust
It is hard for me trust people. Women in particular. No offense or anything. Just that I have been treated very poorly by the opposite gender. I was lying in bed with Lea last night and all of this shit just starts pouring out. What people have done to me, why don't trust people. And she just listened to me. Didnt interrupt. Just listened. And then she says: "I understand." And then she says: "John, I like you. That is why you are over here. I wouldnt waste my time if i thought you were annoying or i didnt want you around." Jesus Christ. I nearly cried. She kissed me and all i could do was hold her tight. I am hers.