Dream
It's been a while. Haven't had much to say. Guess I'll write about a dream I had last night that, for some reason, has been on my mind all day. Not that it bothers me or anything, just sort of been in the back of my mind. No idea why.
Anywho. Not much to it. However, it seems Sarah Whitt and I were dating. Why Sarah? I have no idea. She's the last person I would ever expect to be in one of my dreams. But anywho. We were dating, or something. We were involved. Thing is, she evidently did not live near me. I was visiting her, not much to it. I had to leave, went home, don't remember what happened then, maybe I woke up. Anywho, A little later, I was back at Sarah's house, and I had to be home on Monday, I don't know what day it was then, or why I speicifically remember it was Monday, since this little tidbit of information was in my dream for a fraction of a second. But yeah. We were hanging out, I don't know where we were going or what we were doing, but we were going somewhere. She said to hold on, so I did. I was in the process of walking into another room, and caught glimpse of her drawing a cartoonish face on a wall. All I saw were the eyes, and she was starting to draw the mouth. There was also something in there about her and Moke having a fight or something. I asked her what she was going to do, but I don't remember her answer, or IF she answered. I can't really remember much of what happened in between things, I just have solid memory or certain things. Like the whole 'Monday' thing, and the face, I can remember what the face looked like. A little while later, I remember being on the phone with my dad. At the end of the phone call, I said "I'll be home in a few days." Then I remember him saying "Don't worry about it, come home whenever you want." I remember being all excited and telling her that I could stay longer, and we were both excited. And that's all I can remember.
Again, I have no idea why this dream has been weighing heavily on me. Whenever I have had nothing to thing about or if I am not busy, this dream found its way into my thoughts. I kept waking up and falling asleep again all night, and I KNOW I had multiple dreams, because I have the feeling of "I know what I dreamed about, I just can't recall it," but this dream is solid, and has stayed with me all night long.
I've kind of had one of those.. memory shadows in my head lately too. Something that makes me.. I dont know what it is. Depressed, sad, upset, uneasy, something. Just not a good feeling. I dont know what it is either.. something that I know is there, but I can't see what it is. Just.. making me feel weird. Then also my muse came back out of nowhere, and nothing has sparked its return. (That last time I had my muse [my ability to play my guitar VERY well and to be able to freely flow music] was over last summer, when that Katrina thing was happening). I don't know much about dreams, whether they mean things or not, or anything of that matter, but I just wonder if it's all connected. Since the dream has been staying in the back of my mind like that.. feeling has, I just wonder if the two are connected. The dream even makes me feel the same way.. that sort of uneasy feeling. Not fear or anything, just kind of unnerved.. upset..
Just thought I'd get that off of my chest.
Anywho. Not much to it. However, it seems Sarah Whitt and I were dating. Why Sarah? I have no idea. She's the last person I would ever expect to be in one of my dreams. But anywho. We were dating, or something. We were involved. Thing is, she evidently did not live near me. I was visiting her, not much to it. I had to leave, went home, don't remember what happened then, maybe I woke up. Anywho, A little later, I was back at Sarah's house, and I had to be home on Monday, I don't know what day it was then, or why I speicifically remember it was Monday, since this little tidbit of information was in my dream for a fraction of a second. But yeah. We were hanging out, I don't know where we were going or what we were doing, but we were going somewhere. She said to hold on, so I did. I was in the process of walking into another room, and caught glimpse of her drawing a cartoonish face on a wall. All I saw were the eyes, and she was starting to draw the mouth. There was also something in there about her and Moke having a fight or something. I asked her what she was going to do, but I don't remember her answer, or IF she answered. I can't really remember much of what happened in between things, I just have solid memory or certain things. Like the whole 'Monday' thing, and the face, I can remember what the face looked like. A little while later, I remember being on the phone with my dad. At the end of the phone call, I said "I'll be home in a few days." Then I remember him saying "Don't worry about it, come home whenever you want." I remember being all excited and telling her that I could stay longer, and we were both excited. And that's all I can remember.
Again, I have no idea why this dream has been weighing heavily on me. Whenever I have had nothing to thing about or if I am not busy, this dream found its way into my thoughts. I kept waking up and falling asleep again all night, and I KNOW I had multiple dreams, because I have the feeling of "I know what I dreamed about, I just can't recall it," but this dream is solid, and has stayed with me all night long.
I've kind of had one of those.. memory shadows in my head lately too. Something that makes me.. I dont know what it is. Depressed, sad, upset, uneasy, something. Just not a good feeling. I dont know what it is either.. something that I know is there, but I can't see what it is. Just.. making me feel weird. Then also my muse came back out of nowhere, and nothing has sparked its return. (That last time I had my muse [my ability to play my guitar VERY well and to be able to freely flow music] was over last summer, when that Katrina thing was happening). I don't know much about dreams, whether they mean things or not, or anything of that matter, but I just wonder if it's all connected. Since the dream has been staying in the back of my mind like that.. feeling has, I just wonder if the two are connected. The dream even makes me feel the same way.. that sort of uneasy feeling. Not fear or anything, just kind of unnerved.. upset..
Just thought I'd get that off of my chest.