almost kinda creepy
So I had a dream about Eric last night...yes, another one. Give me a break, it's been awhile.
Know how some people have recurring dreams? I kind of have that, only it's with one person, not a specific dream.
This one was too real and made me wake up with a funny feeling in my tummy.
Here's how it went: He and I were sitting somewhere talking, I think we were at Western. And all of a sudden, I just couldn't take it anymore. So I grabbed his face and I kissed him, and right in the middle of the kiss I got really scared. So I just stopped kissing him, and ran. I ran and ran and ran and out of the corner of my eye I could see him chasing me. I got to wherever I was going/ended up, not really sure where that was. But I was there and I was looking for him and I couldn't see him; I thought he would be right behind me since he was chasing me. So I asked someone if they had seen him, and they pointed to some place where, for some reason, he was hiding. I pulled him out and just didn't know what to say or do. So we sat down and talked about it. I said I was sorry, I had wanted to do it for a long time and something just kind of came over me. He said he felt the same way but he was really scared. And I remember him saying something about how he liked to make the first move because he was a guy, but he was just really nervous. Then he kissed me again. It was weird, because suddenly we were by a computer and he changed my facebook to say I was in a relationship with him. Hahaha.
But yeah. It was too real to not hit home. I really have wanted to do that for forever. I mean, I've had to sit on my hands, seriously. So now I don't know what to do. Is this a sign? Do I tell him? Do I do what I did in the dream??
I just don't know!!!
Know how some people have recurring dreams? I kind of have that, only it's with one person, not a specific dream.
This one was too real and made me wake up with a funny feeling in my tummy.
Here's how it went: He and I were sitting somewhere talking, I think we were at Western. And all of a sudden, I just couldn't take it anymore. So I grabbed his face and I kissed him, and right in the middle of the kiss I got really scared. So I just stopped kissing him, and ran. I ran and ran and ran and out of the corner of my eye I could see him chasing me. I got to wherever I was going/ended up, not really sure where that was. But I was there and I was looking for him and I couldn't see him; I thought he would be right behind me since he was chasing me. So I asked someone if they had seen him, and they pointed to some place where, for some reason, he was hiding. I pulled him out and just didn't know what to say or do. So we sat down and talked about it. I said I was sorry, I had wanted to do it for a long time and something just kind of came over me. He said he felt the same way but he was really scared. And I remember him saying something about how he liked to make the first move because he was a guy, but he was just really nervous. Then he kissed me again. It was weird, because suddenly we were by a computer and he changed my facebook to say I was in a relationship with him. Hahaha.
But yeah. It was too real to not hit home. I really have wanted to do that for forever. I mean, I've had to sit on my hands, seriously. So now I don't know what to do. Is this a sign? Do I tell him? Do I do what I did in the dream??
I just don't know!!!