who am i?
I realized that I'm really just trying to figure out who I am. I'm not good at being open to people because how can I be open when I dont even know what I'm about? I need to be more social, that's a must, but I also need to spend time thinking about what I like. Often times I do things because I know it makes others happy. Yeah, I do have fun doing what other people like to do, most of the time. But I just need to figure out what I like, who I am, and how to be confident about shit. I'm scared of people because I hate the thought of people not liking me. So, I've developed an addictive personality where I get attached to people or things to do. Hence my 2 year addiction to warcraft. I get attached to women to easily, too. But I can't do that if I don't even know who I want. A girl doesn't want a guy who is scared to talk about himself. It's a little bit depressing, but I just have to accept that I need to become more open with myself.