Aug 17, 2005 00:13
It's been a minute since I put anything down here. Let's see. My life is decent.
-He wants to wife me up, and I want to play the position...just not right now. Love is love...but commitment is totally different. I can't imagine anyone can do me better...but damn...can't I check it out and see for myself? I think I'm being selfish, but that's just me. I don't know how he deals with me, but he does. Any man that can deserves an award. Hell, any man that can, deserves me lol.
-I need a new and better job. The idiots I work with don't value or appreciate me. I'm not even gonna trip. All I have to say is, they're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
-I need a new car and my own place. I went ahead and paid $500 towards my credit card bill to get that down. Don't want anyone doing a credit check and seeing all those numbers on it. By May 2006, I'm gonna have all that.
I am sooo rambling. I need to wash my hair. I will write more tomorrow. Maybe this will help me to put a few things in perspective.