heart is on the floor, why don't you step on it

Jul 20, 2004 22:50

well, that pretty much explains it. Being young isn't all that its cracked up to be. I need some help. Well, I've got to get my mind off this. Maybe a story will work as a distraction.
So this morning I got up before the buttcrack of dawn, at 4:30. Went to work to deal with the whole inventory thing. So all the inventory kids are really dirty. Almost all of the womans had either a stlb or a fat dude cut. My partner for the day was this old chick, margaret. An ugly name for an ugly girl. No, this was seriously one of the most disgusting person I have ever seen. I literally felt like I was going to barf when I looked at her. Yes, it was that bad. But then I got to talking to her, and she was actually really nice. She kept complementing me all day on various things. After seeing her beautiful heart, it seemed as if her outward appearance had changed as well. Ya, so it sure isn't easy sometimes to not judge people by their dirty stlb's, but from now on I will do my best. This actually isn't the first time I have felt convicted of this. I just have to learn to look at people's hearts and see them as a child of God. Once this is done, it really is amazing how different they appear to you. Well, thats the sermon for today.
crap, didn't work. I have a feeling I won't be able fall asleep for quite a while tonight. I should be tired after being up for about nineteen hours, working, skateboarding, and even unicycling. Sometimes I wish I could just clear my mind. Get rid of my worries.
Where was Helen Keller anyway?
I was swimming late tonight and I didn't bother to turn any lights on. I never realized just how scary it is when you are alone under water in the dark. It's like another world. I've been in what i thought was silence, but there's always some chirping, or wind blowing or something like that. Alone and underwater, there is absolutely nothing. Just the ringing of your ears.
I didn't think I would care. Why do I care? What makes this time so special? uhhhhhh! Well, I need to go pray.
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