Oct 24, 2005 23:32
I've been hating the world lately... I wish i was of a different era, like when muscle cars owned the road and when everything was done plain and simple, and when there wern't assholes all over the place, and when the legal drinking age was 18, and when the price of gas was .25 a gallon, and i didnt have to worry about people being so damn stupid! and i cant wait to get the FUCK out of this fucking place!!! i just hope i can achive this goal this year and i hope i dont have to take another year here!!! UGH!!! this place is sooo fucking boring i just want out! my life is sooo monotonous. the only thing i look forward to is the friday night football game where i feel a sense of belonging, which is really wierd because i dont belong there!! im a fuking grad! but that is the only place and time i have a smidgen of fun. i dont go out partying anymore and i have lost almost all contact with friends, i have nothing left, go ahead tell me to make new friends... yeah well thats why it sucks here because everyone here is stupid no one converses among each other its all like (go to class and get the fuck out, there isnt even like any eye contact like between classes) i hate pan am. errrrrrr. this past weekend was eh. ok i guess. but its not like ive had better weekends cept like bird hunting weekends, the only time i get to relax and have a sit down and chill beer and just think to myself, without family memebers pissing me off. i need to make a trip to my "spot" and just calm myself before i literally kill someone... i just want peace and friendship but everyone seems to always be busy... so this is where i leave you... Rey signing off another day another fucking dollar