Come Home
Well....I am finally back in Rock Hill. Man, it was a pain to get back up here, but it was worth it. Moving was rough, really it was packing up that sucked. It was just my dad and me, I will explain that in a minute. The mattress was a bitch to get into the van, but we got it in there. It was easy when we got here because clay, bobby and geoff helped us out, so my room didn't take anytime to put together. That night, we had a party, it kind of sucked, but no one is really here. I did get to see Matt, I was missing him. Mmmm, matt......Today was great. The perfect sunday in my eyes. I slept in. I woke up and had pizza for breakfast and hung out with bobby and geoff. Justin came up, so we hung out all day. We grilled out steaks for dinner, they were really good. Went to jim's aparment with clay, hung out with everybody. Now I am writing this, enjoying a beer, my favorite dvd, and having some robster time.
Now on to the sucky stuff. Today was kelly's birthday. I wish I could be there to celebrate with her. She has had it rough this year, I just hope that she is doing better. Brothers was suppose to hate their older sisters a little, damn if I don't love both of them then anyone else I know besides my mom and dad. I hate that she is so depressed, and I will kill to get her happy again. I know to a lot of people, she might seem ok, but I know she is really suffering with everything. I can just pray that everything will get better, because they will.
The other night, I had to pick my mom up from work and while we were in the car, she got a phone call. It was her sister, and I thought the phone call was about my grandfather. He is sick and probably doesn't have very long before he passes away. But I could tell by her reaction, it wasn't that at all. She told me that my cousin has colon cancer. My cousin is only 31 and she has 3 kids. She is about the nicest girl I have ever known. And if she wasn't my cousin....hehe. It hit me really hard. I mean she has 3 little girls, and I am so scared they will lose their mother. No one that young should have to go through that. But I realized I was the same age as they are when my dad had cancer. I didn't know 80% of people with skin cancer died, I was lucky. My dad and I fight a lot, but that doesn't mean I don't love him and respect more than anyone else I know. So I know what the girls are going through, I just pray that its just colon cancer and it hasn't spread, and that she will be ok. It makes want to get involved more with the relay for life and the american cancer society. I just hope someday, my kids won't have to go through cancer, and my friends at that. It makes you realize that there is a lot of bullshit in life. And that you should just not take your time for granted.
Well if you need me I am at 515, and my number is 803-324-8211, give me a call or stop by.
Peace,
and tell your mom you love her, even if she gets on your nerves sometimes
Rob
Now on to the sucky stuff. Today was kelly's birthday. I wish I could be there to celebrate with her. She has had it rough this year, I just hope that she is doing better. Brothers was suppose to hate their older sisters a little, damn if I don't love both of them then anyone else I know besides my mom and dad. I hate that she is so depressed, and I will kill to get her happy again. I know to a lot of people, she might seem ok, but I know she is really suffering with everything. I can just pray that everything will get better, because they will.
The other night, I had to pick my mom up from work and while we were in the car, she got a phone call. It was her sister, and I thought the phone call was about my grandfather. He is sick and probably doesn't have very long before he passes away. But I could tell by her reaction, it wasn't that at all. She told me that my cousin has colon cancer. My cousin is only 31 and she has 3 kids. She is about the nicest girl I have ever known. And if she wasn't my cousin....hehe. It hit me really hard. I mean she has 3 little girls, and I am so scared they will lose their mother. No one that young should have to go through that. But I realized I was the same age as they are when my dad had cancer. I didn't know 80% of people with skin cancer died, I was lucky. My dad and I fight a lot, but that doesn't mean I don't love him and respect more than anyone else I know. So I know what the girls are going through, I just pray that its just colon cancer and it hasn't spread, and that she will be ok. It makes want to get involved more with the relay for life and the american cancer society. I just hope someday, my kids won't have to go through cancer, and my friends at that. It makes you realize that there is a lot of bullshit in life. And that you should just not take your time for granted.
Well if you need me I am at 515, and my number is 803-324-8211, give me a call or stop by.
Peace,
and tell your mom you love her, even if she gets on your nerves sometimes
Rob