I am not Cobra Commander
Well, I haven't writen in a couple days or weeks, who counts the days? I got to go to the beach with my parents for the 4th of July. It was fun, but I had a tragic tanning accident, well i got burned really really bad. Because I haven't done swim team in 4 years now and I don't get out a lot because of my indoor job, I don't have the base for a tan that use to have when I was a kid. SO I was like all you other white people and not my usual greek self that only gets burned for being out for hours without sunscreen. I had 45 block and my body was burnt to a crisp. I am not bitter, I just thought it was funny at first because now I know what its like to be Irish......because I was hammered too....that was a racial joke about the Irish......dirty micks. I kid boondocks saints is bad ass and jim can kill with one punch. So not I am peeling like Cobra Commander in the GI Joe movie. I just go around the house saying "I was once a man....once a mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!" So now I am going to work on the tan ie go outside on the weekends instead of just going to the gym then sleeping.
I don't think I should win the lottery, because I would spend it in the first day. As of now, this summer I have bought a new guitar, vcr/dvd player, and a digitech talk box. Not to mention 4 or 5 movies. I need help because as soon as I get the movie, its gone. I have to save up now, but I am going to buy a couple more movies and some posters. I just started to use ebay, it is addictive. I won my first item I bid, it was sweet. Those of you who are keeping up my weight should note that I am almost a size 36, not that in March I had to buy size 40 pants, suck that Tubcat McNabb. Working out is all I have here, besides guitar. I don't have friends here like I use to, and I don't have anyone really who is free to hang out with me, so look forward to the gym. That is all I talk about now with my mom, is working out and my diet. I am down to one or no cokes a day. Tonight was bad, because I did get to hang out with ryan and he drinks coke like it was the fountain of youth. Not blaiming him, but its like being in a bar when you are a dirty alcoholic. But now that I don't drink so much, the caffefine works now and I can't sleep when I drink it at dinner. I dont eat a lot of sugar except fruit, I was never into candy just fried food and carbos, drinking a coke is like drinking jolt now. I have to just drink juice or water. I can't wait to be back in rock hill and I can't wait to leave next to Bobby Earl. Its always been a dream of mine.......
Nothing else is really up, my family stuff is getting better, but the conclusion is not the one i want. Its hard to see the ones you love in pain and not be able to talk to other people about because you promised not to. But it will work out, everything has a purpose. I am going to get my tatatoo in a couple of weeks. I have found my design and I might want for my birthday or I might just do it when I get the money for it.....damn my spending habits. But its my birthday present to myself. Turning 21, want to mark with something that I will regret for the rest of my life like my prince al.......I don't want to talk about that. Aight that is it, I just want to say Hello to my friend Eric who I haven't responded to his response, sorry. I hope everything is cool in philly! Peace I am out of here!
I don't think I should win the lottery, because I would spend it in the first day. As of now, this summer I have bought a new guitar, vcr/dvd player, and a digitech talk box. Not to mention 4 or 5 movies. I need help because as soon as I get the movie, its gone. I have to save up now, but I am going to buy a couple more movies and some posters. I just started to use ebay, it is addictive. I won my first item I bid, it was sweet. Those of you who are keeping up my weight should note that I am almost a size 36, not that in March I had to buy size 40 pants, suck that Tubcat McNabb. Working out is all I have here, besides guitar. I don't have friends here like I use to, and I don't have anyone really who is free to hang out with me, so look forward to the gym. That is all I talk about now with my mom, is working out and my diet. I am down to one or no cokes a day. Tonight was bad, because I did get to hang out with ryan and he drinks coke like it was the fountain of youth. Not blaiming him, but its like being in a bar when you are a dirty alcoholic. But now that I don't drink so much, the caffefine works now and I can't sleep when I drink it at dinner. I dont eat a lot of sugar except fruit, I was never into candy just fried food and carbos, drinking a coke is like drinking jolt now. I have to just drink juice or water. I can't wait to be back in rock hill and I can't wait to leave next to Bobby Earl. Its always been a dream of mine.......
Nothing else is really up, my family stuff is getting better, but the conclusion is not the one i want. Its hard to see the ones you love in pain and not be able to talk to other people about because you promised not to. But it will work out, everything has a purpose. I am going to get my tatatoo in a couple of weeks. I have found my design and I might want for my birthday or I might just do it when I get the money for it.....damn my spending habits. But its my birthday present to myself. Turning 21, want to mark with something that I will regret for the rest of my life like my prince al.......I don't want to talk about that. Aight that is it, I just want to say Hello to my friend Eric who I haven't responded to his response, sorry. I hope everything is cool in philly! Peace I am out of here!