Busy, like a ham sandwich
Man I am so busy now a days, and its only summer. Well a lot happen in the past week/weekend, such as I got my grades, 3.529, which now i have a 3.46 overall GPA, which is better than before. SO I am really happy about my grades. I went to Rock Hill for the weekend, and had a good time celebrating Clay's 21st birthday and practice with kain and jim. WE are going to kick some ass this sunday at the battle of the bands, or die trying. I wasn't ready for the semi-finals, didn't care because of exams, and it showed in my playing. I was disappointed in getting 2nd, but we are still in it, and we have to prove why we are the shit, and other bands aren't. But that is because we have fun, not because I am better at guitar, or that tony and herbert actually know how to sing, or that kain plays amazing beats and fills, or that Brandon is a bad ass on piano, or that Jim is the best bassit ever, it has nothing to do with that at all....but we love to play. We didn't love playing at the last battle, because we were sick of the money. But I think having a break and school being over is going to recharge us, plus we know we need to kick it up a knoch to win!
I really miss this girl a lot....I don't get to talk to her that much, but she brightens my life so much. I dream about her a lot, and I don't dream about girls. I heard this song the other day, I know the song, but it made a lot of sense to me. The new daniel beddingfield song "if you're not the one". I don't expect to fall in love in the near future, but sometimes you get a hope that you are falling in love or you have. I mean I loved Stephanie, and I know I loved Aubree in the past, yeah I bet you didn't know that. But I guess you don't get what you want all the time. So her is what I really want, I really want all my friends to have someone. I mean I am still probably not ready for the right girl. But I want Jim to be with Teresa if that is what makes him happy. I want Clay to date the freshman class (guys including hehe), I hope Jason and Stephanie could figure out what to do, because they had it right, and they would make a good couple, I hope craigers kisses a girl (since you read this, you got mentioned), I am so glad Christine and her man Brian are together now, that is such a good feeling to know one of your best friends who is just as bad as you are at dating has found someone, I hope ryan and ryan can find girls as weird as they are, well singletary isn't that weird, but smelly, and I hope the girl I like finds someone fun. I know I am not him because if I was she would have a feelings for me, no matter how strongly I feel about her, can't make her like me, although I wish could. Right now is the time to test the waters and just try. I don't try enough, in fact I don't try at all, I like to play it safe. And I am tired of life like that. I want a heartbrake, and I want a soulmate, just probably not at 20, but if you want to find me, I am here whenever you feel like it. or like John Mayer said "he or she is out there, they are just learning what to constrast you against.'" I have dated some great girls, so she will have to measure up and hopefully I will too.
I read a lot people's live journal, one of my friends is this girl taytay, who don't really know, but she went to my high school and was at a john mayer show I was at,standing next to me . She said something in her lj that I liked. That she needed to start living her life and instead of wishing it was a certain way. She is money for saying that. A lot people have hopes and dreams, but are too scared to go for them. I hope I am brave enough, because I am changing my life from a dream to reality. I just need someone to join me to make it an easier journey!
I really miss this girl a lot....I don't get to talk to her that much, but she brightens my life so much. I dream about her a lot, and I don't dream about girls. I heard this song the other day, I know the song, but it made a lot of sense to me. The new daniel beddingfield song "if you're not the one". I don't expect to fall in love in the near future, but sometimes you get a hope that you are falling in love or you have. I mean I loved Stephanie, and I know I loved Aubree in the past, yeah I bet you didn't know that. But I guess you don't get what you want all the time. So her is what I really want, I really want all my friends to have someone. I mean I am still probably not ready for the right girl. But I want Jim to be with Teresa if that is what makes him happy. I want Clay to date the freshman class (guys including hehe), I hope Jason and Stephanie could figure out what to do, because they had it right, and they would make a good couple, I hope craigers kisses a girl (since you read this, you got mentioned), I am so glad Christine and her man Brian are together now, that is such a good feeling to know one of your best friends who is just as bad as you are at dating has found someone, I hope ryan and ryan can find girls as weird as they are, well singletary isn't that weird, but smelly, and I hope the girl I like finds someone fun. I know I am not him because if I was she would have a feelings for me, no matter how strongly I feel about her, can't make her like me, although I wish could. Right now is the time to test the waters and just try. I don't try enough, in fact I don't try at all, I like to play it safe. And I am tired of life like that. I want a heartbrake, and I want a soulmate, just probably not at 20, but if you want to find me, I am here whenever you feel like it. or like John Mayer said "he or she is out there, they are just learning what to constrast you against.'" I have dated some great girls, so she will have to measure up and hopefully I will too.
I read a lot people's live journal, one of my friends is this girl taytay, who don't really know, but she went to my high school and was at a john mayer show I was at,standing next to me . She said something in her lj that I liked. That she needed to start living her life and instead of wishing it was a certain way. She is money for saying that. A lot people have hopes and dreams, but are too scared to go for them. I hope I am brave enough, because I am changing my life from a dream to reality. I just need someone to join me to make it an easier journey!