cant beleive im still using this thing
wow it was been a while but I'm fucking pissed and need somewhere to talk. i just found out my roommates don't want to live with me next year. what a slap in the face. i feel like I've lost my best friends. its all cause I'm an R.A. and they wanna party next year when they're all 21. I cant really blame them but I just cant believe I'm in this predicament. Choosing a job and money over my friends...If someone posed you this question "I will give you ten thousand to stop hanging out with your best friends?" What would you say? I'd be the first person to say no but thats exactly what it comes down too and at this point in my life I dont have a choice. I cant pass on the 10 G's i get for being an R.A. its the only way I get through college. Fuck this shit. Maybe I'm feeling sorry for myself but this sucks. I wish I could just go home, give my mom a hug and be with the people who I know will never leave me. I'm sick of loosing friends, whether it be when I was growing up moving from school to school, graduating from h.s. and not keeping in touch with the people I was sure I would or now it seems like it always happens. I just wish I knew what people thought of me. The ruthless truth. At least I could respect that they have the balls to tell me how it is. I'd rather know that then be blindsided by this shit. alright though, im out. wonder if anyone actually uses this thing anymore. if u do b sure u drop by and say hi. alright peace out