if only i was worth anything to anyone
well...
so it has def been awhile.
its april cant wait
to graduate!
holla! we might have lost
the fuckin powder puff crap
but were graduating fuckers!
....
so i think jess and kief are over...
ironic...cuz mike and i are going to be over...
cuz i definately feel so lonely...
like no one wants to be with me but i think i have the right to feel that way cuz he said he would take me to a orientation so he could see me and then i never heard from him...is it ok that i think hes cheating on me...cuz i definately think so, i dont trust him....this is all hurting me and i dont like it...i spend all my time at the beach thinkin what could have been what went wrong how i can change it...
I HAVE NO IDEA!
i feel so lost...i think before i leave for orlando tomorrow im going to sit at the spot and watch the fish and ponder on what everything has come down to.....
the thought of leaving you has never crossed my mind...until now....
with broken hearts and lost memories....
so it has def been awhile.
its april cant wait
to graduate!
holla! we might have lost
the fuckin powder puff crap
but were graduating fuckers!
....
so i think jess and kief are over...
ironic...cuz mike and i are going to be over...
cuz i definately feel so lonely...
like no one wants to be with me but i think i have the right to feel that way cuz he said he would take me to a orientation so he could see me and then i never heard from him...is it ok that i think hes cheating on me...cuz i definately think so, i dont trust him....this is all hurting me and i dont like it...i spend all my time at the beach thinkin what could have been what went wrong how i can change it...
I HAVE NO IDEA!
i feel so lost...i think before i leave for orlando tomorrow im going to sit at the spot and watch the fish and ponder on what everything has come down to.....
the thought of leaving you has never crossed my mind...until now....
with broken hearts and lost memories....