Oct 10, 2004 01:14
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I've isolated myself... I've cost myself some of my most dear friendships.
I seriously considered doing it tonight. I seriously thought of... taking the easy way out.
I'm sick of living like this. Hell, I'm just sick of life in general.
I'm incapable of being content with things. It's just not possible for me. I'm my biggest detractor... all I do is make things worse.
If things went my way, I'd not wake up.