can people read my thoughts???
once i actually say that im going to give up, and i actually believe myself, what happens??? the boy called me friday. and we actually had an adult conversation. it was pleasant! we talked about music, and he asked me what i was into, to which i relpied mostly rock and alternative. and what did he say.....'oh, i really like metallica!!!' i was like, we are soooooo meant for eachother. that totally rocked. and then we talked about our families and about matters of the future. he wants to be a dentist, but he's only going to a two year tech school, so hes going for a dental hygienist, and then he's going to work with some of the dentists he knows, and then he's going to go to an actual college to become a dentist. which is really cool, i dont know too many albanians that actually have goals and motivations in there lives. most of the ones that i know just mooch of off there daddy's and never establish themselves. so i was fairly impressed when he told me all of this. but the things he said and the way he said them led me to believe that he wasnt exactly interested in me. i really dont think that hes looking for a girlfriend. but you know what, i think im ok with that.
more later.....
more later.....