realizations...
I usually don't find myself as the "go-getter" or the "leader" per-say... that is until something happens. I'm noticing more and more my style of working... It seems as though when things are fine and good i'm fairly lazy about being active towards bettering something... (after all, why better something when it's already fine... you might make a mistake!) But, when things fall through I find myself one of the first to step up and take some sort of ascertion towards fixing it... I'm seeing that now with my family and the problems i'm having there, and with my fraternity... Hopefully weather doesn't screw me over from going home this weekend like it did last weekend. But yeah, though this is for family, I always have to do things for more then one reason.... and my reasons for this weekend are 1. Be with my family and see what I can do to create some type of peace or comfort... and 2. Get free laundry done! Though these seem somewhat on different playing fields, you can't always shoot for something with one idea. Because if it falls through then you've done so much work for literally nothing... In my opinion, one must work for more then one idea in order to keep going... if something falls through, go with the next and make another one up... Always go for 2!