gahhh so much to tell you!!
hey lovely people, im so happy that this frocking thing is letting me comment and update now!
ok so first of all, i broke up with kendall. yeah. long story. but i suppose this is my livejournal, and it has the right to know my long stories. for a couple weeks i was feeling uncertain about our realtionship, bc i never really had any deep conversations with him. and i had liked him for so long that it just wore off.
to quote a expert
"your young! its perfectly normal to crave newness!"
-matthew kazinka
but yeah, i wrote him an e-mail and then called him to tell him to check it. brock answered and like wouldn't let me talk to kendall bc he knew i was gonna dump him. and im like ok right just tell him to check his mail and call me. my e-mail was super nice, or as nice as you can get from a break up letter. i told him that he meant a lot to me and stuff (which you can tell from every single entry in here!) and he called me after he read it and hes like "FUCK THE EMAIL, ITS OVER " and that was way retarded bc he is so immature and he thinks that he has to end every realtionship with a fight, bc thats how his other ones ended. and so that was so gay and i talked to him and im like you are an idiot. and he wouldn't talk to me online and he was like, sorry im busy writing a paper. only 450 words to go. and i like omfg kendall, you are so stupid, just get over yourself and talk to me. and then he did.
enough of that. second. im in kansas city for break. my sis is in the hospital bc of premie labor. you all know she had keegan, my nephew, 3 months premature. right now she is 4 months (24 weeks) they are going to try to keep her in there for a minimum of a month. hopefully longer. i spend most of my time there with her and keegan and josh. last night i spent the night there, just us. we watched movies. and i just feel bad for her. she can't get out of bed unless she had to go to the bathroom or for a 5 minute shower. today she broke down and cryed, she hates just lying there and she is worried about the baby, we all are.
spring break is ok though, at least i can help her. i dont really get to sleep much. i go to bed around 1 and wake up around 8 with keegan. hes so cute though! he wont shut up. haha.
well i hope you guys are having fun.
ted- im sorry about kate, i dont think it was right of her to do that to you. she was just confused and i think it will turn out for u to just be friends.
mark- there are so many people that care about you so stop thinking there isn't. :)
shaun- what the hell are u up to?
leesy- i hope your having fun in cali.
mar- im glad you got one, one problem. you dont have internet, do you?
matt- what are u doing during spring break??
i just realized that my thing BIGREDC doesn't really make sense anymore.
oh well.
love you all!
write me shorty8992@msn.com. and im serious. im not just puttin it there to look cool or for kicks and giggles. i REALLY want you to e-mail me!
clara
ok so first of all, i broke up with kendall. yeah. long story. but i suppose this is my livejournal, and it has the right to know my long stories. for a couple weeks i was feeling uncertain about our realtionship, bc i never really had any deep conversations with him. and i had liked him for so long that it just wore off.
to quote a expert
"your young! its perfectly normal to crave newness!"
-matthew kazinka
but yeah, i wrote him an e-mail and then called him to tell him to check it. brock answered and like wouldn't let me talk to kendall bc he knew i was gonna dump him. and im like ok right just tell him to check his mail and call me. my e-mail was super nice, or as nice as you can get from a break up letter. i told him that he meant a lot to me and stuff (which you can tell from every single entry in here!) and he called me after he read it and hes like "FUCK THE EMAIL, ITS OVER " and that was way retarded bc he is so immature and he thinks that he has to end every realtionship with a fight, bc thats how his other ones ended. and so that was so gay and i talked to him and im like you are an idiot. and he wouldn't talk to me online and he was like, sorry im busy writing a paper. only 450 words to go. and i like omfg kendall, you are so stupid, just get over yourself and talk to me. and then he did.
enough of that. second. im in kansas city for break. my sis is in the hospital bc of premie labor. you all know she had keegan, my nephew, 3 months premature. right now she is 4 months (24 weeks) they are going to try to keep her in there for a minimum of a month. hopefully longer. i spend most of my time there with her and keegan and josh. last night i spent the night there, just us. we watched movies. and i just feel bad for her. she can't get out of bed unless she had to go to the bathroom or for a 5 minute shower. today she broke down and cryed, she hates just lying there and she is worried about the baby, we all are.
spring break is ok though, at least i can help her. i dont really get to sleep much. i go to bed around 1 and wake up around 8 with keegan. hes so cute though! he wont shut up. haha.
well i hope you guys are having fun.
ted- im sorry about kate, i dont think it was right of her to do that to you. she was just confused and i think it will turn out for u to just be friends.
mark- there are so many people that care about you so stop thinking there isn't. :)
shaun- what the hell are u up to?
leesy- i hope your having fun in cali.
mar- im glad you got one, one problem. you dont have internet, do you?
matt- what are u doing during spring break??
i just realized that my thing BIGREDC doesn't really make sense anymore.
oh well.
love you all!
write me shorty8992@msn.com. and im serious. im not just puttin it there to look cool or for kicks and giggles. i REALLY want you to e-mail me!
clara