Aug 07, 2004 01:59
Livejournal randomly refreshes this update page...what I write is still there if I hit back, but still- wtf.
I've never had a summer wind down like this. For better or worse. It was comforting to know that I just might not be as generally nostalgic about this major transition as I have been about others in my life. Besides a few select individuals, I am ready to jump forward in time and place. I never wanted to be the jaded high school graduate with disdain for South and the friends or acquaintances I've had. I enjoyed high school, even during the painful parts I never hated the institution, just the situations and feelings. So it seems awfully silly and futile to resent any people or memories now. But also comforting, knowing that I will only have those few people to focus on and hurt for.
My ear (cartiladge) is so infected. So much. I thought it was another poppable abscess (tmi, I know...) but now I'm on oral and topical antibiotics. I was so excited for them to just be some holes in my body, but I never accounted for the idea of my body rejecting them.
Does anyone know how to make this page pretty/any kind of aesthetically pleasing? I think its painfully difficult to do on a Mac...