this is for having to smother a smile that starts to form when you walk in the room
its just about 2:30 am. and im wide awake and my mind is all consumed with thoughts, and questions. questions that are endless. and the more i try to answer them the more possibilities and situations arise. i just want some answers. answers to some questions that have been plagueing me for a very long time, and other that have just come to surface, but are very dear. my mind is so polluted with what if's, and why not's, and if so then when's , and even some of the what the hell am i doing's? i know these things take time, and patience is a virtue, but i feel ive been more then patient for some of these questions that i want answered. its just very frustrating.