torn between two
idk what to do... im torn between two the life i have and the life i want. ive been trying so hard to build things to the way i want... then you came... the variable! i can keep you next to me where u seem to fit perfectly or i can push u away behind my wall where im so safe from pain. make a leap of faith? will things actually be different with you? or should i play it safe? not risk it and keep my heart ok. idk how to express this to you! im so scared i cant stand it! when u hug me it feels as if my hearts gonna beat out of my chest. when u hold my hand it feels as if it fits so perfectly. everything could go so right but it could go so wrong... i think ive been holding on a lil too long to being single. i think ive made my bed so warm and comfortable that im scared to get out of it... to get out of the grove of me being alone. idk what to do i want to break down and cry i want to wrap my arms around you and hold on forever... i want i want i want but i wont! i wont tell you how i feel i wont wrap my arms around you first and i wont grab ur hand when im scared! i just wonder if one day u will see how much u mean to me...
Three Simple Words
Open up my eyes,
Flood it with delight.
Another sleepless night turns color black and white.
With all the things I've said,
There is just regret.
A beating in my head.
Hands into a fist,
Static in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face with lonlyness.
What did I expect?
Did I see forever
in you?
I never wanted it to hurt
more than it should.
I hope your satisfied,
I never could.
Time to close my eyes
Forget about this mess.
Tried to fix this trajic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget,
The things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
WHO WILL STOP ME!? (WHO WILL STOP ME NOW!?)
Can't you see that you left me
here on my own.
Give me on good reason why I should let go now....
-finch-
i love finch so much i can always find a song to relate to...
-ErYhN-
Three Simple Words
Open up my eyes,
Flood it with delight.
Another sleepless night turns color black and white.
With all the things I've said,
There is just regret.
A beating in my head.
Hands into a fist,
Static in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face with lonlyness.
What did I expect?
Did I see forever
in you?
I never wanted it to hurt
more than it should.
I hope your satisfied,
I never could.
Time to close my eyes
Forget about this mess.
Tried to fix this trajic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget,
The things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
WHO WILL STOP ME!? (WHO WILL STOP ME NOW!?)
Can't you see that you left me
here on my own.
Give me on good reason why I should let go now....
-finch-
i love finch so much i can always find a song to relate to...
-ErYhN-