Aug 04, 2003 23:40
i have found a few things that make me mad-sad so i'm going to try not to do them any time soon
1-lisson to something corporate
2-drink coffee
3-drive (end up going places i should start to go to)
4-smoke
5-be in my room
6-be in my basement
7-watch Disney
8-watch my movies
9-eating (I just force it down)
10-thinking about what if
11- putting on this fake mask of being happy or not to up set
12-NOT BEING ME.
things that make me happy right now
1-thinking about leave this place behind, and i dont just mean for college, i mean move away for good to L.A. or Colorado.
well this did nothing to make me feel better, i kind of feel ten time worse that really suck. so let go make it 3 night in a row.
keep it real,
i know that just doesnt sound right at this time.