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bigpg76

I want everybody who see this to please answer this...

Jan 20, 2006 18:45

I have been talking with some close friends lately and I am really worried about myself. Preston straight up told me that I am an asshole and nobody really likes me. I just want to know what all of you really think of me. I also don't wan't people acting like they are my friend if they really dislike me. Please lat me know and be as honest as you ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 20 2006, 20:52:36 UTC

sometimes you lose sight of what really matters. while you usually--i can't think of a time where you haven't--set out with good intentions, and others in mind, you sometimes devolve in to a self-gloating, almost narcissistic person. and, i know that's not you.

i think you need to check yourself sometime--granted, we all do. be happy with who you are, because when you're paul and not trying to put on a show for people paul, you're an amazing person. i think that's why so many of us genuinely like you. and i mean that. honestly, from the bottom of my heart, as your friend and brother.

i'd trust very few people with what i tell you. i think that's a testament to your personality, and your character.

anyway, i miss you dude. take care, and just....be paul, man.

bosito January 20 2006, 20:53:29 UTC

that was me. seth. incase you hadn't figured it out.

bigpg76 January 20 2006, 20:55:34 UTC

thanks bud

anonymous January 20 2006, 21:17:13 UTC

i don't think you're an asshole, i think you just get frustrated when things don't work out the way you plan, and then you start becoming sort of mean. like a while ago, if i said something you didn't like or want to hear, you would tell me to "just forget it" which i thought was really dumb. Mostly because I felt like you were threatening me or something, and it kind of made me feel like you wanted to be in control or something.. it's hard to explain ( ... )

anonymous January 20 2006, 23:14:21 UTC

i know it probably doesn't mean as much as it would coming from somebody you see everyday, but i really truely DON'T think you're anything of the sort. there have been times when you and i didn't get along, but we got past them and i have a genuinely great time when i'm around you now. i'm very proud of the man you've turned into in the past year!

i love you paul!

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bigpg76 January 21 2006, 07:59:27 UTC

thank you sweetie

<333 _ashtrayworld January 22 2006, 17:15:17 UTC

i used to think you were an egotisical asshole. i felt like you were putting on a show for everyone around you and you just couldnt be the real paul.

as i've spent more time around you though at rehersal and at elizabeths house i feel like thats not who you are at all.

you put on a good show for everybody paul, but youre two entirely different people (or so it seems) and to tell you the truth i like the paul i danced with in elizabeths driveway better than any other paul ive ever seen before.

you are a good person with a good heart...please dont be anything else other that that. if you have to put on a show for someone chances are good that you dont need that person.

i wub you paulie!! <333
ps- this is stevie

Re: <333 bigpg76 January 22 2006, 18:12:44 UTC

THank You Stevie

This whole thought came when Preston and I were talking about people we should ask to Prom and I said that you would be a fun date and he told me you wouldn't go with me because you think I am a total asshole. So now you have made me feel better.

Re: <333 _ashtrayworld January 26 2006, 16:27:44 UTC

So why didnt you ask me?
I probably would have said yes

Re: <333 bigpg76 January 27 2006, 20:22:42 UTC

Have i missed my chance?

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