Sad entry #234987239478234972 x 6
Well you guys this sucks lol. Life in general right now just plain ol sucks lol. for the first time in actually a long time i feel alone. not because my friends arent there for me, because you all are more than i probably ever deserve. i just feel like im by myself, and i guess thats a good thing because i will prolly be by myself for quite a while and need to get used to it sometime lol. but i feel so bad for everything that i did, and to know that everything was my fault makes it 200000000 times worse. she just means the world to me, and it is like my world is crashing down, i dont know how to handle it, i dont know what to say. to be honest i never really thought i would have to feel that, it's just a feeling that nobody needs to feel...loneliness, the worst feelin in the world i think...i would rather have 100 midgets poke at me with nails all day than to feel this..
but maybe it's all in my head...maybe i just need to get over it...maybe i need to stop wasting your alls time lol...
nahhh lol...you all got time, right? lol
well baseball practice started today...it was fun, we did surprisingly well...esp. considering there was about 4 or 5 starters that wasnt there that are still playin basketball. we should be pretty good this year...esp. since im the next speedy gonzalez lol...riiiiggghhhtttt...but i was sittin on the bumper of my car at the baseball field puttin my cleats on today and i sat my keys in the trunk...well i leaned over to tie my cleats and the trunk closed and my doors were locked so i was locked out, with my glove, coach salyers bat, and the team baseballs in my trunk lol so i had to go call my dad to bring the spare key, and he brought the wrong one, so he had to go back and find the one i needed and finally did so then i got my stuff lol what a way to start the season lol but i love baseball lol it's fun...
but im outta here...yall leave me some comments since this is the longest entry ever lol
but maybe it's all in my head...maybe i just need to get over it...maybe i need to stop wasting your alls time lol...
nahhh lol...you all got time, right? lol
well baseball practice started today...it was fun, we did surprisingly well...esp. considering there was about 4 or 5 starters that wasnt there that are still playin basketball. we should be pretty good this year...esp. since im the next speedy gonzalez lol...riiiiggghhhtttt...but i was sittin on the bumper of my car at the baseball field puttin my cleats on today and i sat my keys in the trunk...well i leaned over to tie my cleats and the trunk closed and my doors were locked so i was locked out, with my glove, coach salyers bat, and the team baseballs in my trunk lol so i had to go call my dad to bring the spare key, and he brought the wrong one, so he had to go back and find the one i needed and finally did so then i got my stuff lol what a way to start the season lol but i love baseball lol it's fun...
but im outta here...yall leave me some comments since this is the longest entry ever lol