Apr 13, 2005 20:04
Well im tired of being yelled at to update so here goes...
Damn whats new, well schools almost over and im getting pretty stressed but it should be ok, have two major papers due in one and two weeks respectively, kinda freakin out cuz of that but its cool.
Um lets see, caity and I are talking and its good, a little awkward at moments but its good being friends and im happy. Im getting wicked psyched about Israel in June, I told my mom I was gonna throw rocks at palestinian kids and see how they like it, my mom wasnt too pleased, lol.
Got my eyebrow pierced last week, im told it looks really good, even by my sister and she usually just makes fun of me so i took it as an extreme compliment. Now its just the challenge of remembering to clean it every day, three times a day, fun fun.
Im actually begining to open up to someone, and it scares me that i feel like i could actually fall for a girl again, and fall quickly cuz that has gotten me screwed in the past, but i actually feel safe, and its really creepy in a really good way that shes like a female version of myself in a lot of ways.
Anyways, workin a shitload at dunkin, 30 hours this week, plus usy, plus school, plus my poor lame excuse for a social life. And my parents have been at each other's throats every single day when i get home, and sometimes i really just wish i didnt have to come home to it. It really kills me to see how much hatred they have for each other, my only consulation is that it will hopefully be over soon, or at least me and my sister will be gone for the summer so they can just yell at each other all they want.
Good conversation with andy last night, and i didnt feel like shit afterwords, i actually felt like i said some stuff i needed to say, and i hope he can do the same.
Oh and im really happy i met doung young.
And....
Thats all Folks