they were right when they said nice guys finish last, fuck it...
I made a decision today, im done with you, im done with caring about u so much that no matter how much it hurts me, ill do anything for you, just to see you smile. this whole thing puts me through too much fucking pain, and im done, i cant handle it anymore. i cant handle losing sleep over you, i cant handle crying over you, ive lost too many tears over you, to many fucking tears, and i dont want to lose any more. theres no way that i will ever mean as much to you as you do to me... all i wanted was for you to care about me half as much as i care about you, no, not even half as much, fucking at all would be enough... but no, you dont. its not your fault i know that, im not trying to blame this on you, i just hate this shit and i cant deal with it anymore. so heres my final word, FUCK IT AND HOW MUCH IT TEARS ME APART INSIDE AND OUT... Im done...