my love
i wasnt sure how much she liked me so i told here that i like one of her freinds but i found out later that she liked me so they had like this big long walk talk about me and who deseved me and now dont ask me why they both like me because i dont really know so before this went any further i told the freind that i said i liked that i was using her to see if this other girl liked me and i felt really bad that i said that because i had no clue that she liked me so i think i broke her heart and i was pissed at my self. then i got into a verbal fight with these hick they think there so tough but i could probably take all of them at once anywho i was so mad because they were picking on my freinds and i hate that i mean really hate but i wont get into details right now so i went to my freind that i !!really!! like and asked for her knife just to scar the hicks but she didnt want me to get in a fight but i was about to kick there asses right there. but just seeing her almost cry before i went to kick there ass stoped me from doing that but now i have lil punk hicks saying that im a pussy and a fag but they shouldnt even deserve to be in this entry. well now i know this girl that i like witch here name is Nicole Maas and she is a total hotie and dont just like her for how she looks but are whole life story is almost the same and she has this personality that could go on for many centuries and throughout these couple of days she has let me hold her hand and that is really kool of her because being around her makes me melt and then i get to hold her hand i want to ask her out be she really want to be asked at the winter formal for some reason but the other day we were siting in the hot tub and she had her legs over me and i felt good inside. so this relationship is going at a steady pease but i never have been happier in my life well my moms trying to kick me off the computer right now so see ya!!