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I feel so left out. omg.
by everyone. and everything.
good news though. new computer arrived today. which means, that if internet goes up tomorrow, at least I'll have my fandom back.
I know like nothing of what has happened. I am srsly depressed. when there's no fandom to keep me occupied I'll have to think about stuff actually going on in my life, and might be just my imagination, but as soon as someone else enters the room I'm not even worth anything anymore.
but it's fine. I'm getting used to being ignored by now.
I just kind of wished the people I love would talk to me when it's clear I'm trying my best to like... put my effort into stuff. and if that's too hard, then at least tell me so, because just sitting here waiting for an answer is tiring.
my new computer is black. and sexy. and edgy. and I'm going to go sex it up with my eyes now.
while caressing my new ipod, joonie. I like to put him in my pants. because I think that secretly, joonie likes being inside my pants. just so you know.